This will be my fresh start. As much as I'm eagar to let go of my 'old friends', I have to come to terms that they will never be 'let go of'. At least not for now. I will no longer dwell on that, it's bad for my health. Too much negativity for me to handle during this holidays meant for me to rest. At least I have other friends I can rely on, specifically my honeybees, darling and suat. Okay, I know suat wasnt best of friends for long, but I didnt realize how much I missed her until this afternoon. And I will plan a class outing soon :)

That aside, I hope to switch to this blog for real, forever. :)

I lovee arguing with you. Things feel less boring, less dull, more spicy, more exciting :D I think I'm crazy.

Gonna go for interview at Kumon on thursday. I hope our short working period (3 months) wont put him off because we are really keen on working thr. Rachel says he's gonna test us on whether we can teach. I was like, how on earth do you test that kinda thing. It's so freaking subjective. I think I'll go insane if he uses himself as a guinea pig cos he's all grown up. And it's just strangely insane t 'teach' him. Gah. And he told us t do a writeup of ourselves?! I went like, are we promoting ourselves or are we teaching children? Okay whatever it is, cant really piss him off or our jobs are at risk. Sighs this stinks la really.

Oh, I love lifejournal cos of th moods, music, location and extra stuffs that blogger doesnt have. I'm guessing I'm enjoying both worlds now. Tho it gets abit tiring cos I'm updating both blogs at th same time.

Been busy calling up companies (in th classified ads) since I woke up ): Not an exactly smooth process, I'd say. It's frustrating but I guess everything happens for a reason and please dont come asking me what is th reason behind us being unemployed. There was one good prospect (job) at tg penjuru but they only wanna hire one person but me and rachel wanna work tgh. It's always better t work with your friend t me. Oh well. Tuition people aint calling me back for tuition assignments, it gets me frustrated really. And abit upset. Good for rachel she managed t find one! I reckon it's th website her friend helped sign her up for that landed her that assignment. Good! I was initially unhappy but what th heck. I guess diff people have diff luck and I sldnt brood over it for so long. Thank god for Baby who helped me, cheered me up on Saturday. Lovessss baby.

Right now it's more of slacking. Might be cooking again. I hope something takes off for our job prospects. 3 months down.

I haven even receive any acceptance/rejection letter from th universities. It's really annoying me alot cos people I know are alr accepted. It's like I'm hanging on a string and I dont know if I'll fall or continue hanging. Sighss. It sucks, really. I'm so afraid I wont be accepted into anywhere cos of my GP grade. Really so afraid and it's such a pity really. No point regretting or whatever, I shall just hope for th best. Pleaseeeeeee, let nus accept me. Sighss.